I thought of you last night. I don’t know why but I just did. And it hit me like a ton of bricks that, I really miss you, so much. Your comforting words, your company, everything. I know things aren’t the same anymore but I really didn’t want it to turn out like this and I’m sure you didn’t either.
But I have to admit, I got tired, really very tired of chasing and trying. I really wish it had worked out for us, but it just felt like I was the only one trying to make things happen. As much as I don’t want to accept it, I guess this is just how things were going/meant to play out in the end.
I very much would want everything to be back to normal, or at least close to that even, but something tells me it’s just not going to work that way anymore.
I don’t know if you still read this space, but if you do, know that,
I miss you, love. But I have to tell myself that it’s time to give it up and let you go. It’s not going to be easy, it may not happen now, but I will eventually, I hope.